Why?

Why do you love me
if all I do is break your heart?
Why do you care so much
if all I do is let you down?
Why do you stick around
if all I do disgusts you?

Why do you talk down to me
in the ways you do?
Why do you put me
through all the stuff you do?
Why do you bother
with me at all?
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Part of My Life

I want to forget the past
Moving on with the present
I realize I can't forget
It's an impossible task
Trapped in sorrow and the strife
Part of my life.
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The Blade

Everything's going wrong
Dreams shatter and
fears come alive.
When things get rough
I itch for the
feel of the blade.
The warmth of the blood
upon my arm gives
me the relief I need.
Even if temporary
it helps me
feel like me again.
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My heart

My heart has been
shattered and stomped upon.
My heart has been
given over and over again.
My heart has been
trting to mend with no avail.
My heart has been
given to you unknowningly.
You've broken my heart
into pieces that cannot be fixed.

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