Josh's blog

Hey everyone so begins the summer of 2009 im not sure what i hold in store this summer but i know what ever it is it will be fun and full of laughs. I'm working the chocolate festival again this year as i normally do i cant wait to see the turn out of all the new highlights of our weekend. well if anyone has been wondering i have not left yip. im to proud to walk away i just moved out of town and i am looking forward to getting my licence cant wait my classes start soon lol look out the side walk are no longer safe ha ha! well got run cant be to long online i have things to do ttyl miss ya's

Well all in all another last minute thing turned out extremely well.
I had alot of with all of u and had alot of good laughs though we all froze out there walking the street we had fun and that's what counts.
I dont know how anyone else felt after they got home but i cuddled up on my couch with a hot tea and a warm blanket for many hours actually its 2:45am and i'm still cuddled up in my blanket staying warm lol.
well i hope u all had fun thnx for a great day out.

beside the photographers who were in my face i enjoyed every minute of it.

hey everyone I have teamed up with CMCAAPP and i have been talking to them for a few days and wanted to know if they can do a presentation for us at one of our meetings and they have agreed they are currently arrange this presentation and will contact me if they can arrange it to happend just wanted to let everyone know what i'm up to.

We went to Saunders farm and the whole group seem to have alot of fun.
now a couple things i will never forget are
Mad doctor- I can help you your infected!!
Jackie- Herpies lol ......

Mark the alien creatur at the end of the barn really scared everyone....

Zombie in the field of screams came running towards us and i reached out to hug him when chris took of pulling amber and i out lmao fun times....

Yvonne-text- were r u?
amber- got the text when she was standing in front of her lol

Guy by the tv in the barn- I'm going to get you!!!
Me- go ahead it'll be the last time... lol

the haunted hay ride- A guy jumped up behind yvonne and she moved so fast the our side that i didn't see her move.

haunted hayride- when the sign fell over our heads i leaned down beofre everyone else as the started screaming lol

All of our laughs and good conversations I really enjoyed going with all of you it was a blast.
And I enjoyed our conversations yvonne thanks sooo much I really had to take time to get to know you.

all in all it was awsome thanks for all the good times and laughs everyone u made my week... :)

Recently I have expirienced change with-in myself.

I'm the type of person that withheld my everything that hurt me and made me stressed,scared,nervous ect.
I held everything inside and I started losing sight of my true-self not realizing that the pain and bad things that have happend through out my life had made me a very closed off person.
When I finally saw the light and realized that I had people that care about me and what I want out of life and people that would do anything for me I felt this breaking feeling inside.
Well it comes down to a bad expirience in the past couple week were I had one to many drinks with friends and if it wasnt for them I very well could have died that night now I don't want people to read this and feel sorry for me because It my own mistakes that I learn from.

After this expirience I open up to my friends and extended family and let out alot of pain,anger, even hatered towards other people and I began to feel the past slipping away from me all the things i have held in for so long were gone and it has given me a new outlook on life all though through all of this I still became involved with my community and the youth in the community and the youth through out our town.

I decided to go back to school and finish my grade 12 and after that I have a dream to go to college and become a social service worker so I can work with youth who are going through what I have already went through in my life and help them get through their own troubles,additions and guide them to be who they want to be.
I have been helping youth in town for the past 7 years so I already have the field expirience and growing knowledge of the troubles that we are facing as youth in a small town setting.

Well I guess what I am trying to say is if you don't have someone to guide you and someone to talk to about your problems and you hold everything inside it's only going to hurt yourseld more then it will anyone else.